Sunday 20 January 2013

Fascinating journey of life...

It was very fascinating journey of life to travel from a location to another location. We used to call ourselves as a Chandrapur team travelling fellows. We started our journey from a tribal districts of Maharashtra known as Chandrapur and we are going to end this journey with a tribal districts of Rajasthan known as Dungarpur. My journey to be fellow started from Madhya Pradesh where i was pursuing my post graduation in journalism from MCU. 

I was very much motivated to work as reporter but the opportunity to work in the villages with schools seems more interesting and i took choice to be the Gandhi Fellow. In the initial days of fellowship, I was very excited to start a new life free from the old fashioned way. In which I used to lead a bookish perspective  was very reserved and well adjusted with the conditioned way of life. Where most of the things were going on my wish, there was a flow of my choice and emotional decision making under the influence of friends and well wishers. 

After arriving here i find that there was a pattern of uncertainty very visible in life. Change was also the logo of my life in accordance with the law of nature. I left my science stream after twelve. I decided to pursue graduation from a well known university and after on year got selection for Banaras Hindu University (BHU). I took the subjects of my own interest that were Economics, Sociology and Psychology. (At that time I aspire to be in civil services.) While deciding my Honors subject I choose economics on the advice of one of my relative. 

The irony was that during the summer vacation i was reading Social Psychology with full interest. I don't consider the interest as a base for making choice for my study. I thought that other people who know me very well have more understanding of practical life but at the same moment i was missing the fact of life that interest do play a measure role in deciding future success of the task at hand.  It's impact was very visible on my study and very soon I found that Psychology was my passion and I have left it behind .

Lost interest in economics left me in the mid-way to read the unwanted course of economics. I do remember that developmental economics and agriculture economics were my topics of interest including the theory part like micro economics and Indian economy. All this diversified interest and sincerity in studying helped me to score well and  i was successful to get first 60% marks of my life, As promised to my father that i will secure good marks in graduation. That seems to be  a very big achievement of my life. 

 There was a very clear message for me that whatever you do in your life consider your interest first and options second. Take advise from wise people but make final decision of your own. You are the best person to understanding of your life. Others can guess only what drives you ? What appeals your interest and passion ? They can advise best on the basis of their experience of life, keeping in mind the current time and popular trends. At last we need to lead your life in our own way  to create real world of our imagination. That will inspire others as well as you when you will reflect on your life's decisions and choices in coming future. This will left a mark  in the book of your own life like a writer.  

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